February

I'm getting really tired I rap about the same shit
I rap about my own life these rappers think I'm basic
I put on my Columbia i smoke out i get face shit
Just cuz I'm zoned out don't mean you won't get face lift

Please don't test me you know i hold this thirty eight
I'm tripping about some fuck shit that happened to me yesterday
I try not remember about that shit so I smoke a jay
Ain't been home in a week my sister ask if I'm okay

All the dirt I did i will not see the heaven gates
I know my brothers watching from the sky they hope I escape
I'm taking trips to VA to Maryland state to state
i'll probably end up dead surrounded by some yellow tape

There's no place like home Virginia I miss you bae
Yes you've brought me lots of joy but i felt way more pain
You wonder if I'll ever come home are you gonna wait
I need to cool off I'm in the city on a different pace

Lying and we argue you be lying and i believe
A lot of my idols died from a bullet so i grieve
We're stuck in the same old cycle can't you see?
The more I think about it virginia baby i want to leave

Our memories i got are old and i know there fading
I think i seen my big brother at that train station
I went to hug you bro I miss you I ain't playing
When i approached you disappeared
hallucinating

When my momma said what happened I was really shaking
It's another nightmare my heart's fucking racing
When i see some train tracks i feel my heart breaking
When i die i know you'll catch me I know you're waiting

Until we meet again i just want to make you proud
I be playing you my music i be maxing out
When i sit next to your stone i hope you hear the sound
I'm reminiscing all the times we'd be hanging out

We'd be playing on the wii kick soccer balls
My father was passed out drunk sitting in that fucking hall
You never ever judged me you told me brodie stand tall
And if somebody tests you fuck em up and brawl

February hurts my soul it's been a couple years
Countless months countless days countless tears
One day they'll wake up and i'll disappear
Our reunion's a day closer it's getting near

Oh oh How could you leave me?
Oh oh you hear me?
Oh oh I'm screaming
Oh oh believe me



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Writer(s): Nofold 33
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