parked car conversations

Feels like every time I talk to you, you be tired of me
And it never seemed like you'd try to run from me
Don't know how I got you cause you really out my league
Could've been my twin when my style ain't free
Touched down in LA with some shit I know you like
Everything was smooth till you snuck up out my life
Had it in the bag, I thought everything was right
No, I still be thinking about the calls we had at night
Know there ain't a day that I don't got you on my mind
I can see the sun, you the only one that shine
Even told my mom about you, thinking we was tight
Now I gotta tell them all that
I don't know what we going through
Cause I don't know what you're going through
You ain't never told me your truth, so I can't show you my truth
I'm fucked up, I've been fucked up, you don't know what I went through
On the way home, I put White Ferrari and shed tears, I hated you
Like every day I thought about you
How I don't know what's going on with you
And the many missed calls you got from me, looking like a fool
February 14th, got it locked in my head
When I drove to yo crib, gave you my little gift
A bouquet of flowers, and a heart holding Stitch toy
Knew you went MIA, I never meant to be annoying
Everyday I couldn't focus, thought about how you left me
Never even said goodbye, but I know you never hated me

I can go all day, talking about how bad you treated me
But you know I'd be lying if I said you weren't sweet to me
You my lil' sweet fruit, loved it when I kissed you
Hate when I'm without you, something I can't get used to
I'm in the same spot I was in when you left me
Regret the calls I made, I miss your company
It's been like two months, no I still miss your energy
I miss that laugh you make, know I'm missing everything
I can go all day, talking about how bad you treated me
But you know I'd be lying if I said you weren't sweet to me
You my lil' sweet fruit, loved it when I kissed you
Hate when I'm without you, something I can't get used to
I'm in the same spot I was in when you left me
Regret the calls I made, I miss your company
It's been like two months, no I still miss your energy
I miss that laugh you make, know I'm missing everything

No, I miss it
All the small details that you showed, I paid attention
And you knew that I loved you, wasn't even being desperate
But you just had to fuck it up, you went ahead and wrecked it
How you let me see you, and hug you, and kiss you
You knew that if you left me, damn well that I'd miss you
Getting you off my mind is one thing that I can't do
Especially when you do things that make it look like we still cool
Why you still sharing your location
I would've assumed you would turn it off by now
Does that mean that I still got a chance to see you now
You always say you free, but never free to be with me now
So fuck it, I'm just wasting my time
Thinking bout this shit
Riding round my city, I hate passing by your crib
Cause that shit just made me reminisce a lil' bit
Think about that time that we had our first kiss
I loved it, I think about it so much
I just miss your touch
I regret our love
I regret your trust
I'm stuck in that hole that you dug up too much
There's more to this story, but I'm sure this is enough

I can go all day, talking about how bad you treated me
But you know I'd be lying if I said you weren't sweet to me
You my lil' sweet fruit, loved it when I kissed you
Hate when I'm without you, something I can't get used to
I'm in the same spot I was in when you left me
Regret the calls I made, I miss your company
It's been like two months, no I still miss your energy
I miss that laugh you make, know I'm missing everything