Numb

I try to numb my soul with
Meds I don't wanna cope with
I've had my lowest moments
But I keep both eyes open

Down on my chain links
Bad with my main thing
Bad with the same thing that made me feel amazing
Back when I felt bad for no reason y'all tried to shame me
Reason I keep my mouth shut y'all always wanna play me

While my heart starts thumping
Reason that I'm upset
I ain't got no reason it blows mine and I ain't done yet
What y'all know about that?
Clearly not enough yet
I'll keep it pushing I'm moving you believe you correct

Talking about y'all hate me
Y'all labels just wanna play me
Disgusting my feelings ugly y'all lucky I'm moving safely
Staying by my doley I don't want no one to save me
I'm a subject, I'm bipolar, that don't mean that I am crazy
So watch how y'all come to shame me

Keep it direct
Cause I don't hide about my feelings I say it with my chest
I don't run away from nothing I just deal with the stress
And to be honest I can deal with it better than the rest

I keep it moving on my own days
Yeah, yeah
Don't be talking like you know me
Oh no
And these demons always hold me
Say no
Cutting ties with the homies
Lay low

That don't mean that I would hate you
Nah
I'm just working on my thing
Trying to keep it low key
Don't need no one to hold me
Though this pressure folds me
Keep it moving slowly

Finding it slowly hard to breathe
And maybe I don't wanna believe
That I can
I can
I can
Let you know

I try to numb my soul with
Meds I don't wanna cope with
I've had my lowest moments
But I keep both eyes open

I try to numb my soul with
Meds I don't wanna cope with
I've had my lowest moments
But I keep both eyes open

Slowly in denial swerving all my meds I'm out of here yeah
Feeling like a zombie slowly walking out of there yeah

Boy I'm pretty numb
Boy I'm pretty done
High as fu-
Talk your shit
While I really run
Boy this ain't no silly stunt

I ain't playing no games
Got me deep in my bag no groceries
Boutta blow my brains out like Cobain
If life is bliss then why don't you show me?

I don't know what I'd say to you
Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye
Wanna put the blame on you
But, Uh, Uh, Uh
I can never blame you
I can never save you
I can never tame you
(Finding it slowly hard to breathe)
(And maybe I don't wanna be-)

I try to numb my soul with
Meds I don't wanna cope with
I've had my lowest moments
But I keep both eyes open

I try to numb my soul with
Meds I don't wanna cope with
I've had my lowest moments
But I keep both eyes open



Credits
Writer(s): Adrian Almodovar
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