Picking Flowers

Describe the weight that I carry with me
I fear all the things I can't see
She wants me to feel
Not live in reprieve
That's my first reaction
Distract and repeat

It's like a fog
A lousy reception
My head and my heart
In separate directions
I don't speak the language
You need me to speak
Then feel like an asshole
Selfish and weak

Has it really come down to this
Am i just a wreck
Am i afraid of the world
Or just trying to find my place in it

And even his family
They can't grok the panic
The heat in my chest when it's hard to breathe
I still confuse sadness
With anger at malice
I guess I'm afraid of the empathy

Has it really come down to this
Am i just a wreck
Am i afraid of the world
Or just trying to find my place in it

I'm picking flowers for your funeral
Deep into these woods i'm lost again
I gave up on you the last time
Back when you swore it wouldn't happen again

I'm feeling better than i ever have
Don't let me wander again
I'm feeling better than I ever have

I'm feeling better than i ever have
Don't let me wander again
I'm feeling better than I ever have

It's been a cold seven years since we last spoke
And i've been living with your ghost
He's telling me I'm gonna choke

He's telling me I'm gonna choke

I'm picking flowers for your funeral
Deep into these woods i'm lost again
I gave up on you the last time
Back when you swore it wouldn't happen again

I'm picking flowers for your funeral
Deep into these woods i'm lost again
I gave up on you the last time
Back when you swore it wouldn't happen
You swore it wouldn't happen again

I'm feeling better than i ever have
Don't let me wander again
I'm feeling better than I ever have

You swore it wouldn't happen again

I'm feeling better than i ever have
Don't let me wander again
I'm feeling better than I ever have



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Writer(s): Seth Centerbar
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