Broken

I've been going on and on
Trying to move on alone
I'm not really in control
I don't think that I'm that strong
Lost touch with reality
Controlled by psychosis
How the hell I ended up here?
It seems like there is two of me

I'm not really in control
I'm not who I used to know
Why do I kinda like it though?
Like a hidden escape door
You don't gotta run away (run away)
It's a game I love to play (love to play)
Sometimes it's a blind alley (blind alley)
But it is the funniest way

Dreams are becoming alive.
Eyes and mind, lost in time
I can't see the reasons why

I'm drowning inside of my mind.
Lost again, lost again
I don't know how, I don't know when

Tell me what I got to do
To survive you
Won't be easy to do
But I got to survive you
To survive you
To survive you

I've lost my mind
I've lost the time
Tried to cut this tie
But it does feels right

This thing is now going on
Who are you? I live alone
Why is this quite funny though?
First so warm and then so cold
Reality is killing me
Maybe this is here to save me
I don't remember anything
Is it real or a dream?

Dreams are becoming alive.
Eyes and mind, lost in time
I can't see the reasons why

I'm drowning inside of my mind.
Lost again, lost again
I don't know how, I don't know when

I'm not really in control
I'm not who I used to know
Why do I kinda like it though?
Like a hidden escape door
You don't gotta run away (run away)
It's a game I love to play (love to play)
Sometimes it's a blind alley (blind alley)
But it is the funniest way
Oh God. I think I'm broken

Dreams are becoming alive.
Eyes and mind, lost in time
I can't see the reasons why

I'm drowning inside of my mind.
Lost again, lost again
I don't know how, I don't know when

Tell me what I got to do
To survive you
Won't be easy to do
But I got to survive you
To survive you
To survive you