We Made It (For All The Wrong Reasons)

You said "let's talk" so we went out into the living room
With family portraits seeing faces we no longer knew
At nine A.M., I swear to god I never had a clue
Of all the pain we'd caused when her and I slept in till noon

I woke her up we grabbed our bags and went out to the car
I told her I don't feel like home is where my parents are
She held my hand and so "oh I don't think we'll make it far
With forty dollars and what's left of all these battle scars"

I don't think
You're right

Please just let me sleep in
Please don't watch me leaving
It's your fault I'm gone, it's all your fault that
I don't belong, I feel so lost yet
We could reach each other
If we just had another
Chance to recap, do you feel lost too
Or am I at fault for who I run to?

I drove her home the car was silent like the break of day
Despite the fact that there were things that I just had to say
"I know this isn't what you wanted, you don't have to stay"
But she assured me that she wasn't gonna run away

The weeks had passed and it was clear that she had second thoughts
I tried to talk to her, she always seemed to write it off
One day she called me and she said "this isn't what I want
You're not the guy I know, you're just another setting sun"

I might think
You're right

Please just let me sleep in
Please don't watch me leaving
It's your fault I'm gone, it's all your fault that
I don't belong, I feel so lost yet
We could reach each other
If we just had another
Chance to recap, do you feel lost too
Or am I at fault for who I run to?

The fuck is wrong with me?
I thought it's meant to be
I chose your side over my goddamn family
And now I'm losing track
Of confidence I had
In finding people that could ever fucking love me back

Please just let me sleep in
Please don't watch me leaving
It's your fault I'm gone, it's all your fault that
I don't belong, I feel so lost yet
We could reach each other
If we just had another
Chance to recap, do you feel lost too
Or am I at fault for who I run to?