This Just Ain't My Year

Everytime we hear that sound
It's ours to get how we feel out loud
I'm stubborn, I'm done and I ain't even moved
Hard to see what's real when you've been living by sin
And I know you're tired
People only really give in when there's no fight left
Everytime you're getting close
Just enough fear to face my ghost
I swear, this just ain't my year

Kid they're trying to hold you back
Holding out hope so you can't react
I'm buzzing, I'm numb, I don't feel at all
Stars get bled on the scene on the real though
I'm kidding, I kid and I tell the truth
It's never really enough to get you through
And everytime you get me there
Just enough hope to hold my breath
I swear, this just ain't my

My God, my blood's getting thinner
I'm done being bitter
I'll just go and figure it out
By now my mind's in a spiral, I'll fight but I might go down
No this just
No this just ain't my

No this just ain't my
My, my, no
Oh, she keeps on giving me oh sometimes
When I was giving the aye it's alright
She keeps on giving me it sometimes
Ah, she keeps on giving
And oh, she keeps on getting
And oh
If it's not my fault then it ain't somebody's some how
Yeah, this just ain't my

My God, my blood's getting thinner
I'm done being bitter
I'll just go and figure it out
By now my mind's in a spiral, I'll fight but I might go down
No this just
No this just ain't my
Nah this just ain't my
My, my



Credits
Writer(s): Samuel Glancy, Edward Dowling, Maxwell Vickers, Daniel Hall
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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