COWARD

You know, I used to get bullied
I'm not afraid to admit it
What I'm afraid to admit
Is that I was scared, and too timid
To ever do anything about it
So, I would permit it
As long as I'm livin'
I'll never let it happen, again

They'll probably end up in the hospital
Their parents in the room, sayin', "Can you walk, kiddo?", then
From the doc, there's a pause, and an awkward, "No"
"It's impossible, we got him a wheelchair, though, off you go"
I'm thinkin' I should quit rap, and be more realistic
Cut off my dick, gets tits, and wear lipstick
Get a rich man thinkin', "Damn, who's this bitch?"
Then, divorce him after a week, and make six figs

I know that it's fucked up
But, if you look at my life, it's been fucked up
This isn't really an excuse, but I've done drugs
So, my IQ's prob'ly dropped, like a fuck ton
Sometimes, you just gotta talk your shit
And, if you're really offended, then you should calm your tits
I think it's pretty, fuckin' obvious, it's not for kids
So, give my balls a kiss, they're blue as fuck, I feel like a walking stitch

Think and grow rich is the motto of my life
Too fuckin' bad I'm broke, and since my life is a bitch
I'ma make her my wife
And, when I die it's like, Murder She Wrote

I know life can be hell
But, if you ain't ever been through hell
Then you ain't ever lived life
Like, just spell lived backwards
So that you can see, what I'm sayin'
And then, you'll prob'ly understand that I'm right

I know that I'm weird, and I like that
Nah, I'm really like that
Listen to my song, like, "Would he really write that?"
Yeah, I'd really write that
Goin' through my life, like I think I'm on the right track
Am I on the right track?
I'm about to go and sing the hook right now, but I'll be right back

I don't wanna be a coward
I don't wanna be afraid
I don't wanna be a coward
I don't wanna be the same
I don't wanna be a coward
I don't wanna be afraid
I'm not afraid, no more
I'm not afraid, no more
Yeah, I'm not a coward
I'm not afraid, any more
I'm not afraid, any more
I'm not afraid, any more
I'm not afraid, any more

Said I used to be afraid, now I'm terrified
And shit, I'm talkin' 'bout livin'
I'm not afraid to die
'Cause, every time I see the state of the world
I get sick to my stomach, and it's makin' me hurl

But, I'm alright, though
I'm just clingin' to my vices
I found, it beats deep depression and feelin' lifeless
I self medicate
Drink and degenerate
Pop a psychedelic, and further damage my mental state

It never helps
Tell me what will, crush pills
Just to get a confidence boost
But, I'ma lush, still
I know the mic is my saving grace
So, I'ma hold on tight, 'fore I waste away
I gotta switch the mindset
Maneuver through life's tests
But sometimes, fame makes 'em harder to digest
Craving the bright lights
'Til, you wake up in night sweats
Hopin' the right steps finna save me from my stress

There's no tellin', but I hope it helps
I've gotta search my soul
'Til, emotion's felt
So, I'ma walk this road, I've chose to go myself
'Til, I go for broke, and overdose on wealth

'Til, I pass away, I plan to master pain
'Cause, I can't remain the man I am today
With a half a brain, a trashy, basket case
I'll give it my all, 'til the passion fades

And, make bigger moves
Showing everybody who ridiculed
What a kid will do, when he's got a mic and he's been abused
They tried to kill my spark
But, y'all just lit a fuse
I'll be bringin' all y'all up, when I do interviews

And, that's just the way shit goes
If you've got a glass house, please, don't cast stone
Couldn't find a lane, so I paved my own
I used to be afraid
I ain't afraid no more, bitch

I don't wanna be a coward
I don't wanna be afraid
I don't wanna be a coward
I don't wanna be the same
I don't wanna be a coward
I don't wanna be afraid
I'm not afraid, no more
I'm not afraid, no more
Yeah, I'm not a coward
I'm not afraid, any more
I'm not afraid, any more
I'm not afraid, any more
Yeah, I'm not afraid, any more