TRIPPIN' (feat. KamiKaze)

Shit crazy, I don't like the way that I be feeling
Close my eyes, with my head to the ceiling
Too much thinking, gotta get back to my mission
I'm tripping

Shit crazy, I don't like the way that I be feeling
Been through so much, but I'm on my path to healing
Time ticking, gotta get back to my mission
I'm tripping

I'm tired of wearing disguises, don't wanna be nobody else
On the outside looking fine, but inside I need some help
I know a man, steer his family and direct them across the land
How the fuck I'm supposed to steer when I'm driving with one hand

I need something, I'm missing something, but I can't call it
Don't wanna turn to drugs, I can't be no alcoholic
I got God in my life, but I need to pray more often
Shit I do, well really we be talking

He show me signs, here and there I follow his lead
I venture out and try new shit, I ain't what I used to be
I know every step I take gon' lead me to my destiny
But I get frustrated quick, problems get the best of me

Yeah it's tough, cause I wasn't taught persistence
Keep on doing something even when I don't feel it
I know fa sho, I'm gon' teach that to my children
Cause I never want them to be feeling how I'm feeling yea

I read a book and it told me give it 1% a day
I'm impatient with the outcome cause I see it every day
But it's crazy cause I've been to prison, patience was my bae
Now we breaking up, every week going separate ways shit crazy

Shit crazy, I don't like the way that I be feeling
Close my eyes with my head to the ceiling
Too much thinking gotta get back to my mission
I'm tripping, shit crazy

I don't like the way that I be feeling
Been through so much but I'm on my path to healing
Time ticking gotta get back to my mission
I'm tripping

Man it's crazy when I look at everything I overcame
From the church to the streets, they threw dirt all on my name
Stood my ground and never changed
That's the shit they couldn't stand
Now I'm more blessed than I've ever been so try to comprehend

Yea he took me through some tests, last five been so cray
All the dramas turned to traumas, had to pray to find my way
Now I barely trust the soul and I don't like that way of living
On my floor right now, looking straight up to the ceiling

Every time I close my eyes, I see Brandi standing by me
Lord please bless my soul, cause these demons always trying me
I've been dealing with the pain and the losses everyday
Only thing that keep me going is looking how far I came

All the struggles and the guilt and the anxiousness I felt
Made me wanna be a better man, focused on my wealth
Women asking me for time but right now I'm on a mission
Follow through with my vision, asking God for supervision

As I move everyday I take the grind with precision
From broke to CEOs it's never a smooth transition
Me and G, spitting knowledge once again like it's tradition
It's a shame how most of y'all don't be paying us attention

Shit crazy, I don't like the way that I be feeling
Close my eyes with my head to the ceiling
Too much thinking gotta get back to my mission
I'm tripping, shit crazy

I don't like the way that I be feeling
Been through so much but I'm on my path to healing
Time ticking gotta get back to my mission
I'm tripping