Reality

I stand as I look into the mirror
My dreams ain't clearer
But I never lose faith
Imma hop into a wraith
100 bands on my lap
With The Hop on my cap
YGS on my chest
And my heart on my sleeve where my veins aren't deep
Cause the pen never sleeps uh
I'm the shark that I see
A Gemini clearly
With my bitch by me
Eye candy face beat thick thighs on my seat

I cried when I heard I'm the one that they seek
A loony, a schiz
And they called the police
Cause I handle my shit
Make them go on their knees
As they call me the king
And applaud as I win
They see my perspicasity
My humbled personality
They thought I smoke meth
Man I'm in my own reality
I never had a potty
Had to skip all the parties
Curve bitches in the lobby
Now I'm in my own reality

I cried when I heard I'm the one that they seek
A loony, a schiz
And they called the police
Cause I handle my shit
Make them go on their knees
As they call me the king
And applaud as I win
They see my perspicasity
My humbled personality
They thought I smoke meth
Man I'm in my own reality
I never had a potty
Had to skip all the parties
Curve bitches in the lobby
Now I'm in my own reality

Mirror mirror on the wall I know I prolly shoulda called
But I'm feeling kinda torn and my heart weighs more
I know we had a lotta talks in the past
And you said it wouldn't last
It's the shit I prolly shoulda offloaded in the past
When I first got attacked
And my heart got hacked
Man I thought they wouldn't crack it

Now this bottle on my chest
And a Bible where I let my head rest
And a bullet proof vest
Iron piece by my side
Jesus piece be my guide
Man I'm tryna survive in this world where you die by 25
45 mag blowing out of sight
Hollow points take flight
Bullet holes in your chest
Now it's back to the nest
But your soul will never rest
And your mom is sad she'll never get a text
And she wonders who's next
Cause your sister got jacked
And your stepdad's back
And your brother's on meth man reality's a mess

I cried when I heard I'm the one that they seek
A loony, a schiz
And they called the police
Cause I handle my shit
Make them go on their knees
As they call me a king
And applaud as I win
They see my perspicasity
My humbled personality
They thought I smoke meth
Man I'm in my own reality
I never had a potty
Had to skip all the parties
Curve bitches in the lobby
Now I'm in my own reality

I cried when I heard I'm the one that they seek
A loony, a schiz
And they called the police
Cause I handle my shit
Make them go on their knees
As they call me a king
And applaud as I win
They see my perspicasity
My humbled personality
They thought I smoke meth
Man I'm in my own reality
I never had a potty
Had to skip all the parties
Curve bitches in the lobby
Now I'm in my own reality

Word, to all my enemies
This song is bitter-sweet
This is Murder Mystery CDV Street
I done seen a lot of shit
Some would prolly call it quits
But for me it's the shit you see inside a bad dream
You had flavored ice cream?
I had demons as a kid
You had chicken drive bys
I saw shooters drive by
Five lives took
Neighborhood shook
Man I never understood
Why I'm feeling so forsook

I seen the devil on a stage
All red niggas blurred and I thought it was a phase
They had niggas in a cage
Mocked God as they cuffed a nigga chains
Drag his body down the street
So they mimic his remains
So God took the stage and said
"Nigga never prayed, I make sure he's never paid"
Sent a flood to the city
Wild wind came with it
He's soul tore with it
In the end, guess what
It was God who was winning

I cried when I heard I'm the one that they seek
A loony, a schiz
And they called the police
Cause I handle my shit
Make them go on their knees
As they call me a king
And applaud as I win
They see my perspicasity
My humbled personality
They thought I smoke meth
Man I'm in my own reality
I never had a potty
Had to skip all the parties
Curve bitches in the lobby
Now I'm in my own reality

I cried when I heard I'm the one that they seek
A looney, a schiz and they called the police
Cause I handle my shit
Make them go on their knees
As they call me a king
And applaud as I win
They see my perspicasity
My humbled personality
They thought I smoke meth
Man I'm in my own reality
I never had a potty
Had to skip all the parties
Curve bitches in the lobby
Now I'm in my own reality