Take Mines (feat. Multiszn)

I'm a mess
I'm scrolling down my phone cause I'm depressed
I tried therapy just to help me forget
That you made me feel so
Cause now I don't know what I am supposed to do
Even drinking coffee makes me think of you
Cause you were my home all the time
But now you're my worst goodbye

I wanna say I hate you but I'm paralyzed
Drowning in an ocean filled with tears I cried
I think I forgot how to smile
Cause you are my worst goodbye

I'm tryna find my way back to greatness
Walking down the streets tryna see where my fate went
Grinding so hard I'm talking to my mic so I can vent
Had a lot of consequences I gotta face them

I'm visiting my city you know I'm tryna see the gang
I went to all the spots I used to go, now everything has changed
My old friends cut me off I didn't even do a thing
When you got love for somebody you don't need a ring

Only over my dead body
To everybody I know, I'm sorry
Cause it's been hard times
Cause all these years I've been sharing I need to take what mines

I didn't have a girl, I didn't even have no love
Cause if I did right now, I will give her the whole world
I made a million mistakes
You lose a lot when your heart breaks
She be in my dreams
I think about her when I'm awake
They cut you in the heart tryna see what your weakness is
Your mind been scrambling with so much, you don't even know what world you're in
I gotta get this straight
Heartaches, they don't discriminate
Everything around you gotta be good so you can be straight

I'm tryna find my way back to greatness
Walking down the streets tryna see where my fate went
Grinding so hard I'm talking to my mic so I can vent
Had a lot of consequences I gotta face them

I'm visiting my city you know I'm tryna see the gang
I went to all the spots I used to go, now everything has changed
My old friends cut me off I didn't even do a thing
When you got love for somebody you don't need a ring

Only over my dead body
To everybody I know, I'm sorry
Cause it's been hard times
Cause all these years I've been sharing I need to take what mines

Yeah

Strapping up my designers but still ain't happy, nah
Reaching out to the sky know I'm not the only one
When I look around my city, so many broken hearts
Broken faces, lonely people with so many scars

And they know I'm the realest, what they call me
Got a broken past try to not let that shit haunt me
Every day I wake up, broken heart that's tatted on me
Came into this world the same way imma die that's lonely

Everybody claim they real, they not in the end
Every time they say they love me, feel like it was pretend
Only couple people around now that I'm calling my friends
I done taken so much damage still won't fold I won't bend

All this weight up on my chest, it been so heavy
Telling myself just to breathe, hold it steady
Everybody that had switched up, they just don't get me
Told my people leave me 'lone, I'll come back when I'm ready
Ain't tryna be problematic, that's just how I feel, yo
Sometimes don't feel like popping out, but yet I still go
They always looking at me weird just like a scarecrow
See the pain up on my face
I'm smiling? That shit rare now

I'm tryna find my way back to greatness
Walking down the streets tryna see where my fate went
Grinding so hard I'm talking to my mic so I can vent
Had a lot of consequences I gotta face them

I'm visiting my city you know I'm tryna see the gang
I went to all the spots I used to go, now everything has changed
My old friends cut me off I didn't even do a thing
When you got love for somebody you don't need a ring

Only over my dead body
To everybody I know, I'm sorry
Cause it's been hard times
Cause all these years I've been sharing I need to take what mines