White Wedding Ring

I get paranoid every time that I blink
Even more scared by the time that I sleep
Walk out the house while envisioning
Murderers finishing me
I'm just trying to live and not sink
Back in the day I was in way too deep
Head in the clouds but my heart's in the streets
Feel like I'm shackled it's hard for to breath
Talk till I walk till I fall on my feet

Saw what I saw but can't say what I seen
Don't come round if you ain't bettering me
Who said my name? who out mentioning me
Walk in the room feel the tension between
Heard what you said why you lessoning me
Make me feel like I ain't worth anything
Make me reconsider that white wedding ring
Light through the night, don't hide' just peek

Pop through the top
Don't stop
Just cock back
Lock back
N let the pistol release
Finna run this money up until I'm deceased
Best decide where the fuck do you want me to leave
Say that you strong but that I'm who you need
Shit don't make sense to my head honestly
Live it and pick up and fallen' just like a leaf
Heart is gon' flow with the breeze
Trapped in the darkness I had to find my way
Out of them fucking apartments

Grew up with killers that spark shit,
Dirty money coming in by the larges
I showed a bitch where my heart is
Crazy that shit ended up her main target
She caught me
Popped me
Damn I just wish that I saw it
I wish my cash was in larges
I'm that young kid who came out them apartments
Climbed my way out of the projects
Just for to go and build on some projects
Money I gotta get it
Using no specifics
I don't use phones to handle business
Cause one double S is the evidence for your sentence
No kidding

I get paranoid every time that I blink
Even more scared by the time that I sleep
Walk out the house while envisioning
Murderers finishing me
I'm just trying to live and not sink
Back in the day I was in way too deep
Head in the clouds but my heart's in the streets
Feel like I'm shackled it's hard for to breath
Talk till I walk till I fall on my feet

Saw what I saw but can't say what I seen
Don't come round if you ain't bettering me
Who said my name who out mentioning me
Walk in the room feel the tension between
Heard what you said why you lessoning me
Make me feel like I ain't worth anything
Make me reconsider that white wedding ring
Light through the night' don't hide just peek

I'm on a journey I ain't worried
About them people trying to hurt me

I was born and raised in hell
So know for one thing you ain't gonna burn me
And for two you cannot curse me
Cause I'm cursed from birth
Please don't try to t-shirt me you might end up on your shirt
Let my motherfucking body rock
Tryna line me up just like I'm a dot a dot
But I cannot let my body drop
I wear the pins cause I'm the man
I'm the one who call the shots
Don't make me call a shot
I'll make the cops, go ahead and draw the chalk

She holding me hostage
I gotta stop this
Hoop inside a foreign and just speed
Till I'm unconscious dawg

Baby will you top this
Knowing you my top pick
Vent to me girl you open up for me
Like I'm a motherfuckin locksmith

I get paranoid every time that I blink
Even more scared by the time that I sleep
Walk out the house while envisioning
Murders finishing me
I'm just tryna live and not sink
Back in the day I was in way too deep
Head in the clouds but my heart's in the streets
Feel like I'm shackled it's hard for to breath
Talk till I walk till I fall on my feet

Saw what I saw but can't say what I seen
Don't come round if you ain't bettering me
Who said my name who out mentioning me
Walk in the room feel the tension between

Heard what you said while you lessoning me
Make me feel like I ain't worth anything
Make me reconsider that white wedding ring
Light through the night, don't hide just peek

Just peek