vanity
Feeling this way? yeah, I ain't seeing it
Feeling away, so I can breathe again
Feelings awake, but I am sleeping in
Feeling okay, the demons peering in
I'm not okay, I know I've given up
My bedside, no water in the cup
Look at the glass, I'm like "what the fuck?"
They always say, "just keep your spirits up!"
But I hate it, wish I was sedated
Wish I was numb to all the pain that I created
Wish I wasn't just a fucking mistake in the making
Wish that I could have some depth like my creation
But I can't
But I won't
But I can't
But I won't
But I can't
But I won't
Cause the way I'm gonna go out is bullet through my dome
Lost in my thoughts, can't escape the pain
Every day feels like I'm caught in the rain
My mind's a prison, my heart's a tomb
The demons they come in knocking with a (knock knock) "hello!"
Stuck in my thoughts, I can't break free
My mind's a fight, and it's tearing me
I'm losing hope, I'm losing faith
I'm tired of faking that I'm okay
Outside I know I got no privacy
Can't use the mask, no more hiding me
Could this just be my insanity?
There's blood dripping off of my vanity
Outside I know I got no privacy
Can't use the mask, no more hiding me
Could this just be my insanity?
There's blood dripping off of my vanity
Feeling away, so I can breathe again
Feelings awake, but I am sleeping in
Feeling okay, the demons peering in
I'm not okay, I know I've given up
My bedside, no water in the cup
Look at the glass, I'm like "what the fuck?"
They always say, "just keep your spirits up!"
But I hate it, wish I was sedated
Wish I was numb to all the pain that I created
Wish I wasn't just a fucking mistake in the making
Wish that I could have some depth like my creation
But I can't
But I won't
But I can't
But I won't
But I can't
But I won't
Cause the way I'm gonna go out is bullet through my dome
Lost in my thoughts, can't escape the pain
Every day feels like I'm caught in the rain
My mind's a prison, my heart's a tomb
The demons they come in knocking with a (knock knock) "hello!"
Stuck in my thoughts, I can't break free
My mind's a fight, and it's tearing me
I'm losing hope, I'm losing faith
I'm tired of faking that I'm okay
Outside I know I got no privacy
Can't use the mask, no more hiding me
Could this just be my insanity?
There's blood dripping off of my vanity
Outside I know I got no privacy
Can't use the mask, no more hiding me
Could this just be my insanity?
There's blood dripping off of my vanity
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