thank you for loving me

It's strange suddenly not constantly having you by my side anymore
The loneliness is hard to get used to even though I'm the one who walked out the door
And I know it was needed
Cause it's been on my mind for quite some time
But I felt so defeated
Cause I was waving our future goodbye

But all our memories I will cherish forever
You showed me what it was like to be loved by another
And I thank you, I thank you for loving me
Oh I thank you, I thank you for loving me

I'm sorry that I couldn't be honest both with myself and with you
About falling into the arms of another and assured you it wasn't true
I felt so fucking stuck
'Cause there never was a good time to depart
But I sucked it up
'Cause I believed you were better for my heart

But you weren't
And I hate it
And I wish we could've been perfect
But we weren't
And I hate it
'Cause now I'm left with nothing

Still all our memories I will cherish forever
You showed me what it was like to be loved by another
And I thank you, I thank you for loving me
Oh I thank you, I thank you for loving me

I hope we find peace
I hope we build the lives that we wanted
I hope we find healing down this path that we charted
And happiness and love
Cause we both deserve it
I hope our paths cross so we can say that we made it