I'll Break It Myself - Demo Version

Wake up, that mirror is like a prison
I want to kill everyone in it
I hate the way he fucking fakes his smile
Like he isn't in some sort of denial
Of his insecurities, his flaws
He thinks that no ones noticed at all
What a god damn liar he is to think
He's the only one who sees

A scared kid with no direction, and lost sense of all affection
A cold heart that seems inviting but everyone can see he's fighting
Him self every day of every year he's so scared to be here
He'll face himself alone as sorrow starts to feel like home

Beats himself like it'll make his skin thicker or help him get his way
A self deprecating bastard he wants to live his whole life plastered
So reliant on intoxication as if it were the only medication
For the shit he feels inside, that asshole hates his life

He's a scared kid with no direction, and lost sense of all affection
A cold heart that seems inviting but everyone can see he's fighting
Him self every day of every year he's so scared to be here
He'll face himself alone as sorrow starts to feel like home

When I finally break that glass, make sure his shit doesn't last
Will you be there to watch me pick up the pieces
Will you see where I come from? Will you see what I've become
Still scared I'm so afraid, to even speak my name
Don't think that I'm deserving or a person worth preserving
Leave me alone so I know what I've chose

To be a scared kid with no direction I lost sense of all affection
My cold heart might seem inviting but I'm constantly fighting
Off everyone every year because I'm to scared to stay here
I'll face myself alone with sorrow that now is my home