Nitro

Blood from my body
Will turn this sand into mud
Blood from my body
Will turn this sand into mud

In the dead of the night
I lie awake in the dark
My mind fixated
Erase it
And let it fall apart
If I could only lay my heart in your hand
Would you try to walk away from me
Or run if you can
Should have known
I'll be forever
Where you told me to die
In quiet places
In desolation
That they will never find
Wait impatiently
What would you even want me to say
Guess I will never be a reason to stay

Never be a reason to stay
I will never be a reason to stay
Never be a reason to stay
I will never be a reason to stay

Blood from my body
Will turn this sand into mud
Build a ship with the sorrow
And sail away in the flood if I could
But in the air I always find it surreal
Your ways inherently medicated
And seldom are they clear
You fear
That I could be the one to take you away
To build a city from nothing
To fucking watch it decay
Would you stay with me for a minute
While I try to decide
If I should bury my regret
Or let it eat me alive
Maybe I'll never be
A beacon of amity
I search within a memory
But find only enemies
The melody is so haunting
Yet I needed you here
Reach out to grab the hand of fate
Only to watch it disappear
And now
Death comes slowly
Yet I feel it so near
But I embrace it
Time to face the ruination
All I hear is the sound
Of your voice
As it begins to fade away
Left to wither in this garden of hate
Do not resuscitate

In the dead of the night
I lie awake in the dark
My mind fixated
Erase it
And let it fall apart
If I could only lay my heart in your hand
Would you try to walk away from me
Or run if you can
Should have known
I'll be forever
Where you told me to die
In quiet places
In desolation
That they will never find
Wait impatiently
What would you even want me to say
Guess I will never be a reason to stay

Never be a reason to stay
I will never be a reason to stay
Never be a reason to stay
I will never be a reason to stay

Living without you
Is bearing down on my shoulders
It took the weight of you leaving
To crush the soul of a soldier
Now I'm only getting older
Succumb to fatal addiction
Even the eye of the beholder
Couldn't see my position
Or bridge the division
Between the broken pieces of us
So fucking buried in the dirt
Beneath the scum and the rust
The time for subtlety
Suddenly fades away in the end
Abandon Heaven eternal
If I could see you again
Just so you know
Before I go
The truth's irrelevant now
Not even you could pull me
From the anchor holding me down
Even now
The sound is hard to ignore
I know the face of the Devil
Because I've seen it before
There is no better way
To drag the waters for more
This imminent failure
Is penetrating deep in the core
Open the door and walk inside
And take a look in the mirror
The fire died inside my eyes
And now it couldn't be clearer

In the dead of the night
I lie awake in the dark
My mind fixated
Erase it
And let it fall apart
If I could only lay my heart in your hand
Would you try to walk away from me
Or run if you can
Should have known
I'll be forever
Where you told me to die
In quiet places
In desolation
That they will never find
Wait impatiently
What would you even want me to say
Guess I will never be a reason to stay

In the dead of the the night
I lie awake in the dark
My mind fixated, erase it
And let it fall apart
If I could only lay my heart in your hand
Would you try to walk away from me
Or run if you can
Should have known
I'll be forever
Where you told me to die
In quiet places
In desolation
I hope you never find
Wait impatiently
I guess there's nothing left for me to say
Now you'll never need a reason to stay