End Me Today

Yeah, you just push and deceive me, I guess you love to keep cheating
I'm not the first that you did it too, but I kept on believing
That I should give you a 2nd chance, yes I should have kept
On my pants
I guess a couple of bucks, makes me a cheap fuck

So paint your true colors out and lash at me when you doubt
You know that's all just on you, my conscience was just abused
Im not coming back you know that I just wanna format with the gat
Put the barrel to temple and blow me the fuck away

So end me today
Forget us, i'll decay
So end me today
Forget us, i'll decay

Imagine what I thought when I found out that you're with someone else
The angel and the devil return with all these thoughts inside my head
You got me off the pills but tonight im fucking up my health
You said that it is gonna be love and now your wanting me dead

Drown it out, you want it to end
(Suffer on without me in pain)
Tell yourself that I'm a nuisance
(Why the fuck I still see your face)