Sad Boy

Thought I found someone I could roll with
Someone who gets what it's like to be on they own and shit
Holding out for the guy who loves me the way I love myself
But it's hard when he needs someone else

I don't know why
You're the one I go back to in my mind
I can see that it was for the best, but
I still remember when
I said goodbye to you
Standing on some driveway crying
Now what to do
People everywhere
But to me, it's only you
Only you

I can't be the chill girl that you wanted
Coming second to her got me feeling all types of haunted
I can't say I don't care 'cuz I do
I care way too fucking much
But it sucks when it's just not enough

I don't know why
You're the one I go back to in my mind
I can see that it was for the best, but
I still remember when
I said goodbye to you
Standing on some driveway crying
Now what to do
People everywhere
But to me, it's only you

Damn, I shouldn't have nabbed that
Tried to bag that
Looking for love
But you lack that
Got me in my sad bag
You pretending you don't know me
Who does that, nah
Really thought we was above it
But fuck that, ugh
Best believe I won't be waving the white flag, boy
You too old to be behaving like that, shit
I still like you despite that
Could of flagged that
Don't wanna deconstruct that
Need my hazmat
Starting to see you was just a flashback
Thinking maybe I should unpack that
Now I'm in my bag about that
Could have been happy but now this a sad track

I don't know why
You're the one I go back to in my mind
I can see that it was for the best, but
I still remember when
I said goodbye to you
Standing on some driveway crying
Now what to do
People everywhere
But to me, it's only you
Only you