I'm Disgusting!

Two months ago I'd see a couple holding hands and roll my eyes
The lovey-dovey shit belongs on the TV, I'd rather die
The lonely lovers look for meaning in empty words
I didn't need it so I saved myself an awful lot of hurt

Then your blue eyes came right on by (ugh!)

I've got three words on the tip of my tongue
Too many feelings, I'd rather be numb
When you come home think I'm falling in love
And it makes me sick, I'm disgusting
Kiss, kiss, kiss as we lie in the park
Things I only ever did in the dark
With just one look you could shatter my heart
And it makes me sick, I'm disgusting

Now you come over when you're sober just to lay with me for kicks
You play my records while we're staring at the ceiling
Holy shit (holy shit!)
You leave my door completely covered in post-it notes
Maybe it's cringe but I saved every little word you ever wrote

It's your long hair that takes me there (I'm gonna be sick!)

I've got three words on the tip of my tongue
Too many feelings, I'd rather be numb
When you come home think I'm falling in love
And it makes me sick, I'm disgusting
Kiss, kiss, kiss as we lie in the park
Things I only ever did in the dark
With just one look you could shatter my heart
And it makes me sick...

You make me dizzy, my stomach turns
I'm shaking, my whole body hurts
Wanna tell you how I feel but I don't wanna make it worse
You make me nervous, I'm falling fast
Feels like I'm gonna have a panic attack
Wanna tell you how I feel but they're words that I can't take back
And now...

It's on the tip of my tongue
And I would rather be numb
Oh god, I think I'm falling in love
And it makes me sick, it makes me sick

Kiss, kiss, kiss as we lie in the park
Things I only ever did in the dark
With just one look you could shatter my heart
And it makes me sick, I'm disgusting

And it makes me sick, it makes me sick
And it makes me sick, I'm disgusting