Meantime

Oh I thought about you today
And I wanted to tell you that leaving was my mistake
So I told it to you as if you were by my side
But there were only traces of you I could find

Like when it's your birthday and I wanna stop by
Or I hear the song you played a hundred times
I still hear it playing on the Upper East Side
On the twentieth floor or falling out of the sky
And if I can't wait till someday down the line
What am I to do in the meantime

If I could plant this feeling deep inside the dirt
I'd let it grow and flower into something that doesn't hurt so bad
Cause everyone says I'll get over it soon
But until then what am I to do

When I find the t-shirt that you left in my room
Could've sworn you told me you'd be back for it soon
I guess I could lie and say I always knew
But honestly I had faith in you
If I can't wait till someday down the line
What am I to do in the meantime

I know it was a temporary kind of bliss
I never thought it'd end like this
Stuck in the past
Tryna get clean
Maybe I'm somewhere in between
When will I know
When will I know
When will I know
I wish I could know

I was cutting your hair and it's the middle of the night
Sneaking up to the roof but I'm afraid of heights
We were highway driving through the pouring rain
You know if I was the driver I'd fly right on past this pain
If I can't wait till someday down the line
Oh If I can't stand it all this passing time
What am I to do in the meantime



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Writer(s): Maggie Feldman
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