Ghost of You

All we need is each other

Why not just hold back I seem to

I don't know what you want from me
I don't know what you aughtta be
I could act afraid or like I even care
Your iron glaze tells me that you're not really there

I sleep alone thinking bout how I would hold you
You really captured me you know, I wish I just had told you
I know you led me on, so make good on your word
I tell myself that you're more than another flirt

You dance around, barefoot
You cut your bangs, kaput

Like I could keep any girl happy in my condition
I don't do anything but passively listen
I'll cut off all contact 'cuz I feel like I'm not worth it
But you're still here condemn you hope you heard it

Target you hope you noticed
Know what I have is no bliss
I seek conclusions to years old promises
Kidnap you from a miss into a Mrs

You dance around in barefoot
You cut your bangs, kaput
I scream until I'm hoarse
Hide myself, remorse

You aren't my darling
Fly away, starling
My heart is so tired
Only your green eyes it has ever admired

Hurrah, hurrah
No one's been marching now
You all like to stand still then bow
Bend for those well endowed
Hurrah, hurrah,
I'm stuck inside my past
There's no real way to end it fast
I'll sink my boat till its only mast

I don't have no one to talk to but myself
I hope you're watching and listening to me kill myself
I see you sitting there and looking sad thanks for your help
I'm just a selfish animal, I'll leave it to yourself

The ghost of you tells me all of your desires
The ghost of you wants me to aim much higher
The ghost of you doesn't mind how I am
The ghost of you sadly doesn't understand

I could stay still and the pain can still come
I could easily leave, but I don't ever run
I'm a selfish glutton for punishment
I hope you ignore every message I sent

Ignore if you see me in the peephole in your door
Are you even real? I'm not sure no more
Am I in love with you or just the thought
We'll get together when I'm paid but you can't be bought

You're fading in and out I must have some type of psychosis
Your tears are multiplying multiplying mitosis
I still think about every time you hugged me
I'm missing you now I suppose you mugged me

You dance around in barefoot
You cut your bangs, kaput
I scream until I'm hoarse
Hide myself, remorse

I don't have no one to talk to but myself
I hope you're watching and listening to me kill myself
I see you sitting there and looking sad thanks for your help
I'm just a selfish animal, I'll leave it to yourself

I can't ever let go
I can't ever let go
Could see you dead or married no difference
My heart is very empty pin this
On my self abuse
Hoist into the shape of noose
But I can not risk forgetting you
I will never forget you

Girl, I know you're there but you won't listen to me
You know, you're all I've been envisioning
Skewed her all so bad I could only be wishing her clean
I don't love nobody but the ghost who's injuring me

All we need is each other