Parking Lot

I never climbed trees as a little kid
I always too afraid to fall
Guess I thought I had grown out of it
Till I met you and the guardrails shot up tall

Now I'm driving laps illegally around a parking lot
Smoking out the window just trying to press my luck
And I'm knocking hard at heartbreaks door
Each time I see your face
But falling apart is easier when you have yourself to blame

I always avoided taking medicine
Preferred to feel things as they came along
But lately I'm clearing out my cabinets
Trying to find a way to right all of my wrongs

And I go driving laps illegally around the parking lot
Smoking out the window cause I might as well get caught
And I'm knocking hard at heartbreaks door each time I see your face
But falling apart is easier when you have yourself to blame

And you're good, you're great
Well so was he
Until he was the death of me
A kid too scared of climbing trees
Think you could be the death of me

So I'll go driving laps illegally around some parking lot
Smoking out the window just praying I'll get caught
And I'll poke and pry
Watch good things die
And I'll self sabotage
'cause falling apart is easier
When you say it's what you want