Not Capable

I feel I'm not capable
I'ma try but I can't hold you down
I feel I'm not capable
Push everyone away don't want nobody round
I feel I'm not capable I just can't figure out
I feel I'm not capable feel like I'm under water
Yeah it feel I'm bout to drown

Looking around somebody save me
Oh I'm finna drown mind been flooding crazy
Thoughts got me losing my sanity
They call ask I'm ok I say yeah but inside that what I mean
That ain't I want I feel no
Growing old being alone that's truly wat I fear most
So I'm living life reckless
Shut everyone out they wasn't there when I really felt neglected
Push me to the edge
Feel I could flash out any second
Me and trisha back and forth that's some shit forgot to mention
All them bitches say they love me and they got me where they at
Called Teshi the other day to check on her recording right now still waiting for that call back

I feel I'm not capable
I'ma try but I can't hold you down
I feel I'm not capable
Push everyone away don't want nobody round
I feel I'm not capable I just can't figure out
I feel I'm not capable feel like I'm under water
Yeah it feel I'm bout to drown

Find it hard to ease back
Find it hard to keep my calm find it hard to relax
Never really show emotion keep it bottled up
Cause I was taught that how you supposed to thug and give it up
They fake with me but I be real as fuck
It's the little shit that matter though
At a young age I seen real shit graphic close
Instead of trying help they judge me and attack me though
Don't really talk or show I play me hand close
Poker face on
Wouldn't know the truth unless I put it in these damn songs
But promise till the end I just be thuggin
Death gotta be easy my life been nun but a struggle
On my own I got it straight from off the muscle
Tatted my momma name I thought I'd hear the words I love you
Damn I ain't hear the words I love you

I feel I'm not capable
I'ma try but I can't hold you down
I feel I'm not capable
Push everyone away don't want nobody round
I feel I'm not capable I just can't figure out
I feel I'm not capable feel like I'm under water
Yeah it feel I'm bout to drown



Credits
Writer(s): James Stewart Jr.
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