the key

She got the keys to my kingdom
My heart is feeling sacred
Man I wake up every day
I feel okay I know I'm not
But I just wake up keep on walking bruh
Got my heart pumping not stopping bruh
I feel like LA traffic
I keep the breaks pumping no stopping yuh
Yeah my heart is filled with anxiety
But with you?
There's variety
You always listen to my plans
And that's exciting
I think I like it
I won't tell you why I'm liking ya
I'm hiding in plain sight wait wait
Did I just give it away?
Anyways let's go

I'm filled with love and that's just rare
For this appearance
If all else fails
Then I'll resort to disappearing
It's a coping mechanism that never fails to disappoint me
Like the time I bought that wallet
I know that I don't need
If this song made it to you too late
That's okay
Just accept it
Embrace it with your inner smile that I gave you
And I thank you
Wish I'd say it to your face but I'm just broken
Scared of rejection
Meeting new friends
I leave my arms open
I'm broken

I won't stop writing until I reach my destination
And the chances are unlikely
So I'll get on breaking
Fifties hundreds you could have it all
It's not a lot I won't deny it
I might riot if I cry one more time
And I'm just flying bruh
Bottom of the keyboard I type
There's no denying ya
Silver black white stripes
I know I'm trying huh
It's funny
It's funny to you isn't it?
Is this funny?

Don't care if I'm embarrassing myself
I just know what I'm feeling
If you had feelings how would you feel them
Instagram stories
I know I did it
I'm feeling like a civic
Driving down the interstate ninety miles in a minute