Affliction

The pain felt nice for awhile
When I chose to wear my smile
Now there's blood in my teeth
I feel everything, I was just used to your manipulating

You said it was me who was wrong,
But take a look at what you've done
You don't know me
What's underneath
I know I'm right, but you think I'm crazy

We have turned toxic you know I don't want this
Time has been lost and I know you'll regret it
Dying inside, but this pain never fades
It's hard to accept it that this is our fate
She doesn't know all the shit that's been said
All that you've done I wonder how I'm not dead
Am I condemned to forgive and forget
Till you do it again?

I kick and I scream, but there's still no relief
When will you wake up and acknowledge me
You sewed my mouth shut
Said I wasn't enough
You're killing me now
You're my Affliction
Building me up and then breaking me down
I'm sorry you don't like who I am now
I hate that I love you
I swear I don't want to
You're killing me now
You're my Affliction

Every time I come back
I swear it's like a drug I can't help, but relapse
When I should just give up you've done too much
You don't see the hurt inside my lungs

But you swear you'll be different
You swear that you'll change
Then tell why things always stay the same?
I know I can't trust you you're selfish like that
The second I turn you'll stab me in the back

You say I'm the villain then I'll take your title
Cut all the ties maybe this time it's final
I can't forgive you cause I can't forget
All of things you messed up in my head

Don't break her heart like you broke mine
Don't fuck it up a second time
Cause I've been condemned to forgive and forget
Now you've done it again

I kick and I scream, but there's still no relief
When will you wake up and acknowledge me
You sewed my mouth shut
Said I wasn't enough
You're killing me now
You're my affliction
Building me up and then breaking me down
I'm sorry you don't like who I am now
I hate that I love you
I swear I don't want to
You're killing me now
you're my Affliction

Ah, you're my Affliction, ah
You're my Affliction

Aha, you're my Affliction



Credits
Writer(s): Laney Piper
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