Fake Control

How should I be? Don't understand it
Nothing's gone wrong, what's my problem?
Can it be the sun only shines on another planet?
I don't know why I only want to die sometimes

Tied to the ground and I can't escape it
Holding me down when I shouldn't feel this way
Quiet surrounds, but it's all frustration
I don't know why I only want to die sometimes
Die sometimes

And when the sky falls all around me
I only smile, it doesn't matter anyway
As if the fire has never found me
I don't know why, but I don't want to die sometimes
Die

Sometimes I can hold all the pieces in a row
Fake control 'til I feel the sorrow go
As far as I know that's the secret and I need it
Take control 'til I believe it, I can see

How should I be? I'm so lost without it
I try to believe, but I often doubt it
The sky is as blue as I feel about it
I don't know why, but I just want to die sometimes
Die sometimes

I try to be so nice to myself
I try to be so nice to myself
I try to be so nice to myself
I try to be so nice to myself



Credits
Writer(s): Zachary Starkie
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