Cloud Envy (feat. Jocey & Overcast)

Can we just
Can we just
Watch the clouds fly by

Can we just
Can we just
Watch the clouds fly by

Can we just
Can we just
Watch the clouds fly by

Can we just
Can we just
Can we just

I'm a lazy piece of shit
I don't know why
My motivation often left without reply
Whole room be on fire
My mind says I'm fine
Playing video games till a quarter past five
Straight in the morning
Would you look at the time
These days being wasted
They lapse they go by
I'm stuck in this cycle for 365
Death on the mind like Winter 15
With dreams of a king
But he ain't have a life
He still wanted stages to sing
But what would he write
Cause no one wants to hear about a kid
Stuck in his room
Scared of the lights
Who hasn't opened his eyes
Who won't go out to live
But he's too scared to die
Is this how you get your name shining in lights
Is this how you make sure that your family right
The kids stuck to the screen
With an empty mind and shallow eyes

Can we just
Watch the clouds fly by

Can we just
Watch the clouds fly by

Can we just
Watch the clouds fly by

Can we just
Can we just
Can we just

Times change but did I
Slip into the cycle
Did I ever escape being suicidal
I did
But it stayed in the back of my mind
I pulled myself out the pit
Was tired of being worthless
So I unspirled
And inspired with a dragons breath
To take on the world
So I enrolled back into college
After dropping out from a place symbiotic
Ask Brian X about the Dupage mileage
But my mentals would once again sentence me like Pontius Pilate
After tryna do good with my life
Didn't make it past the pilot
Here where are again
Different script the same shit
Autopilot driving
Creative spark is dying
Mind starts dividing
Back in class
Failing that
Failing this
Friends start forgetting
Someone, please
Tell me what day it is

Can we just
Watch the clouds fly by

Can we just
Watch the clouds fly by

Can we just
Watch the clouds fly by

Can we just
Can we just
Can we just

The passiveness would be the death of me
As I lose everything
Fired from job to job
No steady income
Get to panicking
Crime ridden
Card cracking
Life damaging
Room on fire
The Bills start spiraling
Debt collectors keep eying me
Is this place hiring
Became complacent
All the progress start erasing
Loser
Burn out
And all words adjacent
Only way out is suicide contemplation
So it seems
Killed his dreams even before starting
At 23 no wheels no hoopdie
Overwhelmed with deaf screams
Escapes by playing video games past 3
But was I playing them
Or were they playing me
Robbing me of money, time, and energy
Probably seconds away from becoming binary
That's probably why she left
How could you give her everything
When you didn't have anything