Part Ways

Oh no

In the morning, I'm gonna lose control
'Cause the darkness has my goal
That's distracting my soul

It's my only chance
To try not to go out with defiance
At dawn to be my compliance

But this shit doesn't make me feel persuasive
I need to not be evasive
They said, "Makin' yourself happy is the only alternative"
But I find misery is so attractive

Since I am meant to be in this punishment
With my consent
I don't know if I was truly born as a Christ or a nihilist
Clouds are grey

I'm parting ways
With my relationship with life
My time is gonna be out of sight

I get the sense to finish my time spent
'Cause I have gotten the pressure to call it my offense
It's my natural disaster
To be insecure

Fear is all I have
With a black heart
Run

Get familiar that I am dangerous
And aggressive and faithless
The assassin is faceless
With a weapon that's contagious
Outrageous to my existence

I should be wanting to rise up to the sky
And fly like a bird
Instead, I cry and hell is where I am walking which is absurd

I have no religion, but I rather die in heaven
This depression makes me need a verdict like Iverson
Life isn't my obsession, I still show some aggression

But know that I hate humans
You're my pain

And I'm parting ways
With my relationship with life
My time is gonna be out of sight

I get the sense to finish my time spent
'Cause I have gotten the pressure to call it my offense
It's my natural disaster
To be insecure

Fear is all I have
With a black heart
Run