Lost Boy

(I've been looking for him)
(I gotta find him)
(He's out there lost somewhere)
(Yea)

This might be the end of my travels
In many occupations I dare to dabble
Always picked a side and never straddled
Got a shawty she loves to ride
Forever bringing her saddle
Remember being a kid getting the paddle
From the teachers
Cause I never accepted any master
Never tied myself to lowly matters
Being that my uncle was a pastor
My folks deterred me from disasters
Sat me in pues talkin bout raptures
There's times I'm running on fumes and can't go no faster
Then I think about times I was on the bottom rung of the ladder
I left my girl cause I wanted a bitch way badder
With an ass way fatter
Got that ass and wish I was with the former than the latter
I was stuck on a mountain
There'll be times I'll cry from the tops just shouting
Days I was just counting
My soul was lost and spirits was just pouncing
I would ignore them denouncing
That I was on the edge and needed some counseling
Finally home but my fears mounting
Water thinner than blood that's all I saw in the fountain
As a youth I never thought my decisions would define my adolescence
Then as I teen to carry it on to the present
I just wanted to be king spent so long as a peasant
And tribulations never at all were pleasant
Power of the tongue belong to those that says it
And I wanted my name to be spoken in reverence
To be something bigger than me cause I believed I was the nigga to be
I was never a drinker, I had no love for alcohol you see
Then a pain grew inside me, now I point the end of the bottle to sky
So don't mind me
I was praying somebody find me, I was lost and my vision isn't good
So I walk around blindly
When I have some peace I'll say finally
I hope I can revive the dying me
The me that used to cry to sleep
The humble kid that was always meek
The boy that used to smile with all his crooked teeth
The boy that could never dance cause he had two left feet
The boy that never took a chance on the girl he see
The boy that stayed true and would never cheat
The boy that was always hungry like he never eat
The boy with the tender heart one he would always keep

(Yea I'm just searching for him)



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