You'll Never Know Me Sober

Friday night, all alone
Phone on airplane mode
I'm just sittin', wishin'
I didn't know
That you were so close

I, I know it won't change my life
You're a ten minute drive
I'll start mixing drinks, the perfect design
So I'm worth your time
Book me a taxi and drive me to heaven

You'll never know me sober
I'll be a supernova
And when the night is over
I'll disappear
Like I was never here
I lie to everybody
I'll never love, I'm sorry
It's only fear that stops me
Now we're over
You'll never know me sober

Phone slippin' out my hand
Shit I can barely stand
I'm just sittin', wishin'
I could turn back
So I took the chance you never had

You'll never know me sober
I'll be a supernova
And when the night is over
I'll disappear
Like I was never here
I lie to everybody
I'll never love, I'm sorry
It's only fear that stops me
Now we're over
You'll never know me

I want it but everything's fighting against me baby
And all that I do is just hate me
Lately, you've only loved me when I'm wasted baby
You'll never know me sober
(You'll never know)

You'll never know me sober (sober)
I'll be a supernova (never know)
And when the night is over, I'll disappear (disappear)
Like I was never here
I lie to everybody (oh oh)
I'll never love, I'm sorry (oh oh)
It's only fear that stops me
Now we're over
You'll never know me
You'll never know me sober