Square One

Here I am once again in the same place I left
When I promised me myself I'd never let it happen again
But I just had to risk it, how else would I have known?
My mama always said to me, "It's better to feel the pain than feel nothing at all"

Words and dreams, memories, now they're just souvenirs
What should I do with them, has it all been in vain?
I just tried and took a step, I wish I would have run away
Why am I back in this place? Sometimes I feel that I'm cursed

But I guess I am stronger than who I was before
My mama always said to me, "Nothing's a waste if it caused you to grow"

So I guess hearts were not made to be borrowed
It is not strange that I'm not okay
I'll try to dance in the sorrow
Singing, "There is nothing lost when you love"
Mm, but I feel I'm always back on square one

Though it still hurts to face that things didn't go my way
I am learning each day, how to heal and be free
From my fears, from the tears that don't let me see clear
Here I am once again, but I'm surely not the same

I thank God that my value can't be taken away
My mama always said to me, "Never set your hope on things that will fade"

Hearts were not made to be borrowed
So it's not strange that I'm not okay
I'll try to dance in the sorrow
Singing, "There is nothing lost when you love"

And I pray that there'll be someone out there for me
That will take care of my heart and choose to keep it 'til the end
But if my story doesn't end my way
It will be just fine

Hearts were not made to be borrowed
So it's not strange that I'm not okay
I'll try to dance in the sorrow
Singing, "There is nothing lost when you love"

Hearts were not made to be borrowed
So it's not strange that I'm not okay
I'll try to dance in the sorrow
Singing, "There is nothing lost when you love"
Mm, but I feel I'm always back on square one