Lost In My Head

I watched the seasons come and go
From Summer heat to Winter snow
What a shame it is to say
That this is growing old
I wish I had the words to say
There's better things still on the way
But all that's left is my decay
Watch my mind as it fades away
I never thought that it would be this hard
I never thought that we would fall apart
I always thought that we would last forever
But forever doesn't know my name

I'm always thinking back on
all of the words that you said
It pulled me under like wave crashing over my head
Maybe it's easier to end my decay
Than to live through the pain of never knowing your face again

I'll never see you again
You're lost inside my
I'll never see you again
You're lost inside my

I used to think that if I would fade, it'd be on my own terms
But now I'm realizing that it's fake my choice to live is burned
I'm kept awake by all the things that slip away under my view
But what's the point of even sleeping if I can't dream to these memories of you

I'm always thinking back on all of the words that you said
It pulled me under like wave crashing over my head
Maybe it's easier to end my decay
Than to live through the pain of never knowing your face again

I'll never see you again
You're lost inside my head
I'll never see you again
You're lost inside my

In my grave I'll think of times where we would waste all our days
In flower fields not in this bed where I'm meant to decay
Don't hold your breath 'cause I've been staying up too late
Just staring at the ceiling to not forget the love that you once gave

Oh I'm so sorry for the
way that I decay
If I could keep you in my head would that be okay

I'm always thinking back on all of the words that you said
It pulled me under like wave crashing over my head
Maybe it's easier to end my decay
Than to live through the pain of never knowing your face again

I'll never see you again
You're lost inside my
I'll never see you again
You're lost inside my head