I'm Tired

I'm tired of chasing you all around
I'm tired of trying to change your mind
I'm tired of thinking of you through the miles
I'm tired of wasting all this time

Waiting for you to change the gear
So we can move away and disappear
So we can forget all or our fears
And have you at all times near

But I'm tired of waiting for that
For the things that you won't try
For the things you do and never stop
I'm tired of not feeling alive

I'm tired of having this trouble
I'm tired of having to keep up
And I seem to always struggle
I'm just tired of losing it all

When I have to fight you
When I need to run through
To not show this to the crowd
To not show all of your crimes

But I'm tired of waiting for that
For the things that you won't try
For the things you do and never stop
I'm tired of not feeling alive

But I'm tired of all these lies
Of the things that we never tried
Of all that I had to cry
And not getting a chance to feel alive

I don't know why you never cared
Because I used to do and it doesn't seem fair
You know what you've do to me
Like you never had a clue of how I feel

But I'm tired of waiting for that
For the things that you won't try
For the things you do and never stop
I'm tired of not feeling alive