Made To Think

You're worthless

Flipping page to page
Find a verse
Proving it to me
That I'm the worst
Lacking sage
It turn to rage
Submerse immersion
Perverse diversion
Purpose conversion
Agree that's a crime to be an addict
Fleeting thoughts in my mind
This shit is tragic
Hide and fighting it
With a smile while I'm laughing
Motherfucker so depressed I run straight into traffic
'Cause fuck it
I'm manic
Attacking is panic
They say it satanic
I'm like goddamnit
I vanish
Houdini-type magic
Coming straight out the jacket
Like the way they think I'm crazy
Fronting perfectionism
Fucking hell it fucking fazed me
Now I'm lost and a mess
Caution obsessed
Taught in the chest
Caught in the west
Not in the nest
Not at my best
Starburst in bed
Trees in my head
Too sweet to forget
Goddamn it's deranged
Hatred essential
I've lived the day-to-day
Yeah it's truly evidential
MAGA-wearing fascists claim our recent past was presedential
Nagging Karens vax-less
With shame, guilt, and blame
It's quintessential
And that be the game
That's breaking my brain
The one with the blame
Them facts they done wane
It's whack and depraved
Vernacular changed
Spectacular cage
My soul rearranged

I can't say to God that I'm worth it
I cant say I'll show up to service
Subliminal messaging
A clinical exorcist
I've done made a mess of this
Or that's what I'm made to think
I cant say to God that I'm worth it
I cant say I'll show up to service
Subliminal messaging
A clinical exorcist
I've done made a mess of this
Or that's what I'm made to think

Or that's what I'm made to feel
Or that's what I'm made to see
Institutional hypocrisy
While they claim that they saving me
Erasing me, they razing me
While raising me
The fee of believing, the fee of receiving
The fee is deceiving
The fee is confusion of what is right to feel
The fee is delusion in my head at night
Its real
The fee's a contusion in my gut
No fight, conceal
The righteous seal
I might just heal
Still too surreal
Been feeling broken and hopeless
Seen going tokeless and copeless
Anticlimactic, memories traumatic
Poems potent provoking emotions
Flows like the ocean
No joking, not token
Rowing then rolling
Smoking then flowing
Posing in moments
Exposing some omens
Done choking opponents
Done hit the quotient
A poet I'm hoping
To not be unspoken
Fact, I be growing
Gifted and focused
Flow vocal and frozen
Composing devotion
Poison opposing

I can't say to God that I'm worth it
I cant say I'll show up to service
Subliminal messaging
A clinical exorcist
I've done made a mess of this
Or that's what I'm made to think
I cant say to God that I'm worth it
I cant say I'll show up to service
Subliminal messaging
A clinical exorcist
I've done made a mess of this
Or that's what I'm made to think

My whole damn life
I seen a monster in the mirror
Evil twin I could figure
I see it ain't as distant
They cold, ain't right
I mean menacing is clearer
Every word, pull a trigger
I see them, they hit me
Ain't just me, feel the pain
Psychology, let us hate
Ironically, seal our fate
In the end, we all bleed
Dichotomy, should we change
Lobotomy, change your brain
I can't pretend that I know what we all need but

I can't say to God that I'm worth it
I cant say I'll show up to service
Subliminal messaging
A clinical exorcist
I've done made a mess of this
Or that's what I'm made to think
I cant say to God that I'm worth it
I cant say I'll show up to service
Subliminal messaging
A clinical exorcist
I've done made a mess of this
Or that's what I'm made to think

That's what I'm made to think
That's what I'm made to think
That's what I'm made to think
That's what I'm made to think



Credits
Writer(s): Ryan Serebro
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