Drink on My Own

I drink on my own
When I'm afraid and alone
Watch the same show for hours
Just to ease my mind

They say you need to dive in
Can't hide in superstition
You need to say things out loud
And embrace them

But I found that I'm still the same
All these therapists aim
To find that trauma inside
That needs releasing

I'm waiting for love to recover my heart
But I should know better by now
I'm pushing my luck wait for signs from above
To free me from these dreadful thoughts

Let go of my hand
I don't think I'll ever can
Be the girl that you asked
To be your wife

I'll soldier on
Till a new morning comes
And it all went up in smoke again
But I can't control the fire

I'm waiting for love to recover my heart
But I should know better by now
I'm pushing my luck wait for signs from above
To free me from these dreadful thoughts
I'm falling apart, while there's nothing really missing
It's my head that hurts the most
I guess it's too hard to let go of these thoughts
And I can't go back to who I was

I tend to get drunk
When I'm out, but don't belong
And while I'm growing older
I feel like moving backwards



Credits
Writer(s): Hebe Vrijhof
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