Mixed Signals

I don't know exactly where I'm going
I'm just happy that I'm growing
Can't wait to blow up my time is approaching
These women say that I'm glowing
They treating me like a concession
But I can't stand when people ask too many questions
All this attention I really don't need it
Don't say you fw me, if you don't really mean it
I'm mentally depleted
Cuz I already took too many Ls
Plural because it's repeated
I be feeling defeated
They say I have your back
Well how imma see it, I have to see to believe it
Reassurance is definitely needed
Yeahh
But I don't like talking
I guess that I'm antisocial
Y'all won't talk, unless I'm not local
Okay on some real shit
I just want a connection
Reciprocated affection, no fear of rejection
I don't want a collection, I need to stop looking for perfection
(Cuz it doesn't exist)
You cross me, you get crossed up
I went exec, I had to boss up
Gucci backpack so I'm flossed up
Shorties lips nice when they glossed up
Brand new AP so I'm iced out
I'm impulsive fuck the price now
Woahhhh
Woahhhh
Listen
The problem asked me what's the issue?
She said boo hoo here's a tissue
Why did you play me
I guess you just hate me
Now it's harder to trust
Got my heart on safety
And you bring me down daily
You said that I'm crazy
But you don't act like a lady
You been acting real shady
You been texting niggas on the lowwww
Like I don't already knowww
What happened to wanting to grow with me?
What happened to taking it slow with me?
I wanna uno but you wanna dos with me
Well Imma tell you now that's a no from me
She wanna see me in person
She wanna talk, nah
You want an insertion
There's one thing I'm certain, these feelings will worsen
But fuck it we ball
I pulled up
Hop in the Beamer and ride it out
I'm going hard ain't no sliding out
I was going raw til I shot it out
She said she didn't mean to do it
She said I was being confusing
Did you lose it?
I'm talking about your common sense
Dummy
Don't even try to gaslight me