Need Me.

Im a pessimist am I really worth it
Now I'm Looking in the mirror seeing a different person
N I don't like change all I see is me working
All the time all the effort but I don't think it's working
Yeh you really need me but I need me too
But without my sanity I've got nothing to prove
But I'm doing nothing n I've got nothing to lose
The maniacs out n I've been let loose
Then I lie
In my bed thinking bout
All the lies
That u said n wrote down
Saving lives,
They're not dead they're resting
I hope that I'm set free
I'm an escapee
That fled from the hazardous ward of fake
If you looked at me now i wouldn't feel the same
So take it all back I've got nothing to say
This is me being me n I'm kind of insane

Please
Please go
Straight home
Alone
And I
Don't know
If I'm alone
So alone
You need to know that
I'm fine when I cry
But I'm cold but it feels nice
When I was down I needed you
But you need to know I need me too
Can you open ur eyes
N step into my life
When I was down I need you
But you need to know that I need me too

Obsessive thoughts, obsessive thinking it's not convincing
There is no winning it's all a glitch it was from the beginning
It really fucks your mind over my heart has started limping
And I'm devastated there isn't any other addition
I wanna get to the middle but I just keep on digging
I've only got one life but I do feel like my page is skipping
Sometimes I think there is some kind of hope or am I tripping?
Now Ive just embrace everything there's no need to start living

Please
Please go
Straight home
Alone
And I
Don't know
If I'm alone
So alone
You need to know that
I'm fine when I cry
But I'm cold but it feels nice
When I was down I needed you
But you need to know I need me too
Can you open ur eyes
N step into my life
When I was down I need you
But you need to know that I need me too

Please
Please go
Straight home
Alone
And I
Don't know
If I'm alone
So alone