Vent

So much confusion, I don't understand
Way too much going on inside of my head
While I'm here trying to sleep, laying in bed
I just need to talk to you, I just need to vent
Thinking bout things that I wanna forget
Thinking bout things that I really regret
Wish I could take back all the shit that I said
I want a second chance can we start over, reset

My mind's going crazy from all of this thinking
I need a way to cope but I don't be smoking or drinking
Feeling small and insignificant I feel like I'm shrinking
I'm trapped in myself and I feel like I'm sinking
Deeper and deeper I'm falling
And there's no sign of stopping
I'm out of control and I'm spiraling
My stomach is turning and it's tightening
I'm sitting here and I'm wondering why
People always seem to think it's easier to lie
Like it's gonna make it easier but I can see it in your eye
Why do I even bother to try
I was always the first one to hit you up and say hi
But you always the first one to "get busy" and say bye
People wanted to take advantage of me because I was a nice guy
Well good luck now cause I killed him, the old me, he died

So much confusion, I don't understand
Way too much going on inside of my head
While I'm here trying to sleep, laying in bed
I just need to talk to you, I just need to vent
Thinking bout things that I wanna forget
Thinking bout things that I really regret
Wish I could take back all the shit that I said
I want a second chance can we start over, reset

Staying up all night I can't sleep
Tried everything including counting sheep
Thinking way too much this shit getting too deep
Think I need to vent this shit getting too deep
Anyways back to my dilemma
I'm having problems at night and it's fucking up my agenda
It's causing me to lose sleep and I don't see no end, I
Really do wonder, should I even bother
Should I stop trying or should I try harder
I should just not, that oughta be smarter
But could there be a chance I really do ponder
Even after all that went down I still kinda want her
This is all I can think about as I start to wander

So much confusion, I don't understand
Way too much going on inside of my head
While I'm here trying to sleep, laying in bed
I just need to talk to you, I just need to vent
Thinking bout things that I wanna forget
Thinking bout things that I really regret
Wish I could take back all the shit that I said
I want a second chance can we start over, reset

My head's in confusion
Too many thoughts at once, it's such a profusion
Don't know what's happening, don't know the conclusion
Don't know what I should do, I can't find a solution
One side of my brain is telling me to do it
The other side is telling me to drop it and quit
Please tell me what I should do
I want to just leave it up to you
But I don't want to wait, that'll take too long
Maybe I can just vent if I try and write a song