Put Me First

They say people come and go
Maybe you didn't have to go
Don't wanna fall in love again
Because I'm too scared of the pain

I was playing it cool, but I was a fool
Didn't know that it would hurt this cruel
I keep wondering about your intentions
Cus words are just words
And I'm watching your actions
And I'm sorry that you've seen my worst
But I gotta put me first
And maybe I just hated myself
Cus all my demons came flooding out

I'm a bad girl
A sad girl
I just stopped giving a fuck

I'm a bad girl
A selfish girl
I always put me first

I only do what makes me happy
Because I've put others above me
And I've only gotten hurt
Hurt

And these days I'm mad but I'm disappointed in myself
Sometimes I wonder, am I worthy of love
Will I be forgiven for all my mistakes
I can't erase what's happened before
Cus life is just one take

Maybe it's just guilt, sprinkled with a little shame
I'm sure if you were in my place you'd do just the same
Maybe it's just vengeance, for someone who hurt me
And I'm sorry you were the victim, baby please don't leave

I'm a bad girl
A sad girl
I just stopped giving a fuck

I'm a bad girl
A selfish girl
I always put me first

I only do what makes me happy
Because I've put others above me
And I've only gotten hurt
Hurt



Credits
Writer(s): Tasha Hou
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