Sacrifices

Yeah, let me get something to drink first
(Slurps and drinks)
Ahh
Yeah
Let's go

Bruised in the mind
Was rused up inside(yeah)
Dressed in all black and duped outta life
What did I get from losing my life to different pains
And oozing declines? (what?)
What did I gain from the searching, lurking, burning?
Cutting out my veins while I'm haunted(yeah)
Every paths feels so daunting
Feels like I'm losing myself while hunting(yeah)
Searching for the grace of life
I hope for demise and the reason I rise
Was taken at times
Was forced to be tied
By hands and the lies
I chose to be wise, but fools never die(no!)
They grow into hides and worn by the people they hate and demise
And try to remind, the mind never dies just worn outta death
And dirt on inside
(Yeah)
I came to remind you
Look at mirror and look at the Bible
Thoughts In this head was dead from the scuffle
Hitting the pulse to check all the vitals
Dead
What about the reason I'm here?
Isn't there a feeling of care?
What am I doing on Earth?
What about the living or death?
Isn't there a reason to care?
What am I feeling in my chest?
What are my reasons to bare?
Shouldn't I care?
What are these fares?
Rolling down my cheek are my tears
Hitting on my chest are these fears
Sacrifices never made it clear
Everybody's always on the clear
Feelings driving, always on the steer
What am I doing down here?
Sitting on the bench while my feelings on a rear(yeah)

What are these sacrifices?
Damn
What are these sacrifices?
Uh
What are these sacrifices?
Killing my thoughts, and roll these dices(yeah)
What are these sacrifices?
Damn
What are these sacrifices?
Uh
What are these sacrifices?
Killing my thoughts, and roll these dices(yeah)
What are these sacrifices?
Damn
What are these sacrifices?
Uh
What are these sacrifices?
Killing my thoughts, and roll these dices(yeah)
What are these sacrifices?
Damn
What are these sacrifices?
Uh
What are these sacrifices?
Killing my thoughts, and roll these dices(yeah)

Talk about love
Talk about pain
Talk about hurt
Talk about days
Talk about days that I fell in the rain
My heart was pained from the love I gained(yeah)
There can't be hurt
There can't be pain
That's what I thought when my heart was in race
Thinking 'bout these days was a pain to remain i
In the cage of heart and the bars of my_(yeah)

I came to the notice no way for a solace
I'm living with a heart that is burning a furnace
No way, no road
I was paved with a knowing to crush my belongings
I craved for the Lovings
I prayed for the caring
I hoped for the heart to hope for a life
I prayed like a pope to the lord and cried
To take this hurt and burn them alright(yeah)

Dancing in the palm of my loathes
Eating on my feelings like a loaf
Dying on a different road
Searching for a place I'd go
Looking for that pedal and the road
Driving, I'd be wrecking on my goals
Killing all my feelings, I'd be dosed
Somethin' will be dancing on my soul
Trying to be calm, but I never got a dose
Always on a rush and my head is the load
(Yeah)
Waitin' for the time I'd become
The vengeance I be cooking when I sob
In a minute I'd be lost
Like a kid with a purse
When I'm hitting on my notes with no kind of remorse
I'm putting all myself in this music I endorse
I keep living like a corpse in the morgue, let 'em mourn for no cost
I'm buried and lost with no heart to return
These thoughts ain't mine so watch how you talk

What are these sacrifices?
Damn
What are these sacrifices?
Uh
What are these sacrifices?
Killing my thoughts, and roll these dices(yeah)
What are these sacrifices?
Damn
What are these sacrifices?
Uh
What are these sacrifices?
Killing my thoughts, and roll these dices(yeah)

What are these sacrifices? Clean my thoughts like a tearing eye and
Implode with the thoughts I carved from my burning aisle,
I know I'm the ashes
That rises from the dirt, with no form of alert
Downtown I'ma work 'til I burst
'Til I burst from the lust, and the vengeance when I'm hurt
No cost, no leverage, penning out my worse
Living with this pity
Nothing but a hickey
On my cheek, kissing me out of the pity
Really?
What are the reasons I'm here just breathing?
Even for a moment when my pen stops moving
I would more or less try to liberate these feelings
Try to pour or dress or making less the mess
I even tried caress or making choice I guess
I'm even tryna' make a test
'Cause these feelings that I nest are really not the best
I'm tryna' make a living but I'm living like a less
I separate my thoughts but this aching near my chest
Keeps on hitting like a nail on a different crest
I succumbed to this ego, but my story never rest
On a different chapter, living like a past
The future gets dim and the present gets drenched

What are these sacrifices
What are these sacrifices?
What are these sacrifices?
Killing my thoughts, and roll these dices
What are these sacrifices?
What are these sacrifices?
What are these sacrifices?
Killing my thoughts, and roll these dices

Yeah
Nothing gets better when venting, it just feels so good