Hi's & Low's

I've been going through an existential crisis
While fighting vices
To see more then the black and white
I've been fighting with my therapist
'Cause she says that I gotta live more
Between the lines
But boxes never fit me, no
So please leave me the fuck alone

To let me say hi to my lows
While getting high on the down low
Self-medicating is making it all little hazy up here
And let me say hi to my
Lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-ows
Yeah, let me say hi to my
Lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-ows

And let me say hi to
Constantly confusing mental stability
With barely getting by
Yeah, the caffeine in my IV fuels my anxiety
But keeps me feeling alive
And maybe it's the fact that I'm 23
Pushing 70
And my muscles feel like they'll atrophy
From staying still
So I'll take the blue pill just to feel real
Or just feel

Let me say hi to my lows
While getting high on the down low
Self-medicating is making it all little hazy up here
And let me say hi to my lows
While getting high on the down low
Self-medicating is making it all little hazy up here
And let me say hi to my
Lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-ows
Yeah, let me say hi to my
Lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-ows (lows)
Let me say hi to my
(Lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-ows)

Maybe (lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-ows)
I could be
I could be enough worthy
(Let me say hi to my lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-ows)
There's so much
Energy between it (let me say hi to my)
Maybe (lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-ows)
Take it as it comes (let me say hi to my)
Everything flows to the hi's & low's (lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-ows)

Yeah, let me say hi to my lows
While getting high on the down low
Self-medicating is making it all little hazy up here
Yeah, let me say hi to my lows
While getting high on the down low
Self-medicating is making it all little hazy up here

(Yeah, let me say hi to my lows) Don't worry about the
Places we go (while getting high on the down low)
Places we see (self-medicating is making)
Life does what life does (it all little hazy up here)
And maybe just let it be

That's kinda cool
Yeah, that was nice
I like that "taa ra taa ra taa na"
Yeah