melodies and memories

What happened to our beliefs?
What happened to when you first you said you loved me
You don't even know half the pain
You put me through yesterday
So what you tryna do?
So what you tryna say?
Back and forth like we're going nowhere.
Always end up in a losing game
You won't tell me where you are
Won't tell me where you've been
But the feeling when you cut the ties
Why you still give me butterflies?

I don't wanna say it
But loving you wasted
Every moment I told you why
No reciprocation
You love it or hate it
I don't wanna do this no more
But you keep

Faking cries to make up lies
And I'm falling for it every single time
Your melodies and memories
Keep me awake, can't escape your
Physical and mental anguish
Got me speaking out a different language
Pulsing eyes have got me fakin'
These empty smiles

I don't want to entertain it anymore
But one look at me I'll crawl back through your open door
You don't even know half the pain
You put me through everyday
You're aware
How I feel
Knowing I'll just embrace it
Fell there
At your heels
While you ripped all of our pages
So why say you needed me
Now I look for remedies
To shut your name away

I don't wanna say it
But loving you wasted
Every moment I told you why
No reciprocation
You love it or hate it
I don't wanna do this no more
But you keep

Faking cries to make up lies
And I'm falling for it every single time
Your melodies and memories
Keep me awake, can't escape your
Physical and mental anguish
Got me speaking out a different language
Pulsing eyes have got me fakin'
These empty smiles

I don't wanna say it
But loving you wasted
Every moment I told you why
No reciprocation
You love it or hate it
I don't wanna do this no more
But you keep

Faking cries to make up lies
And I'm falling for it every single time