Bad Habits

I got bad habits so you think that i'm a bad one
All these happenstances so i'm losing all my day ones
Floating off like magic so i think i need vacation
Now everyone is calloused and they use manipulation
I lose myself in my own thoughs
I run my mouth but don't walk the talk
I don't let things go i hold on tight
I close my eyes for the ride of my life
I miss it
I miss life
I overthink
I think twice
I think too much about what it means
To leave it and let go of all the things
That are taking up my brain so i never let them go
I spend a lot of time but they always stay close
Make a choice never hold all the pain that i have stored
But it's hard and i can't learn to open up the door
And release my regrets my pain into the wind
I hold them tight really close to my chest
I hang on and don't give all i can
I'm scared i hide don't know why i did
I wait for tomorrow
I don't get it today
If we wait it gets better
Yeah that's what they all say

Bad habits need to go
I can't make them on my own
I need someone to save me
God be the One i'm waiting
For my love for You to grow
But i'm failing on my own
These habits are the death of me
They're taking all my energy

Energy is gone so now i decide to wait
When i go and check the odds that's when i procrastinate
When i realize i'm at fault that's when i become insane
I hate to talk but i love to talk so i talk in my brain
This is all i do i make me fail
Like when i chew my fingernails
I need a break but i can't get one
All this shame is taking over

Bad habits need to go
I can't make them on my own
I need someone to save me
God be the One i'm waiting
For my love for You to grow
But i'm failing on my own
These habits are the death of me
They're taking all my energy

I got bad habits can i break them
Everything i see leads me to be complacent
I see black and white because my vision has been tainted
I wish that i was fine but i miss the days that faded
Why can't i break them down into the earth
Be the one that stands up for myself when i get hurt
Stop myself from killing myself and my self worth
I know i won't last long like this if only change was easier
Look bad habits die hard but i habit harder
You'll never see me call for help when i'm under water
I would rather drown myself than take a hand that's offered
My pride took over i can tell at this rate i'm a goner

Bad habits need to go
I can't make them on my own
I need someone to save me
God be the One i'm waiting
For my love for You to grow
But i'm failing on my own
These habits are the death of me
They're taking all my energy



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Writer(s): Jonas Tjelta
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