be honest

I feel obligated just to tell you I'm fine
Would it help you if I were to tell you a lie
Things got complicated but one hell of a time
Would it help you if I were to tell you that I

Can't prevent me from breaking your heart again
How could I ever forget how you felt from start to end
Welcome to the real world
Welcome to your life
Yes the world it will turn even when you die
I was on my way up it got dark again
All the nights you stayed up it got hard to vent
Welcome to the real world everybody lies
Don't care how you feel girl been there so many times

Hey, I thought you weren't going to save me

Okay yeah that's cool for real
You're like your mother doing pills
Are the withdraws driving you insane
You still can't choose who to kill, your ego or you
But still I'd feel better if you choose to stay
I try so hard to destroy all those feelings I avoid
Maybe that's why I've been high for years
I remember hating noise unless it's the sound of your voice
Was the only thing I could hear

Your head on my shoulders asleep whenever we drive
I'm not going slow or over 75
Maybe when we're older we'll be ready to die
I hope she knows I owe her and she kept me alive
Pride to side I got something say
Baby slide to the right but stay close just in case
You're hiding your eyes you can't cover your face
You can try not to cry but just trust it's okay

If it isn't too much can you tell me being honest
Did you not believe me when I told you you were flawless
I'm cautious
Count up all my losses
When I think about it every time you're in my top ten
Toxic is nonsense, don't describe me with concepts
Always you're talking about problems you can't solve them
Maybe it's just the ones you force me be involved in