Before

We talk for a couple months
I give my all for a couple words
Better kind of chaos than I've had before
Think this is it but then it turns to smoke
Time goes by I'm still processing
And every day you fade a little bit
Feelings arose of what I ignored
Now I read the reasons aloud
Themes you explored
Seedlings you poured
Now lie in the back of my mind
Always before so she can get your after
Almost enough 'til you say I deserve more
When will I find something just right?
Tailored to me not too small too big
Can you define it
Or will you deny that when she came around
My wings started her flight?
Now it's been a couple years
I might be down a couple fears
Lost some friends along the way
They didn't match the love that I carry
Turn a cold shoulder to what they can't muster
Courage to admit that they're wrong
Always before so they can get your after
Almost enough 'til you say I deserve more
When will I find something just right?
Tailored to me not too small too big
Can you define it
Or will you deny that when they came around my
Wings started their flight?
Maybe before is better than your after
Always enough I really do deserve more
One day I'll align with people just right
Real energy thanks to you I see
You did define it so now I can find it
What I really need while you still find a seat



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