ptxd

P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out

All these symptoms
My therapist was right I should have listened
Not a victim
But you managed to rewire my nervous system

It's one hell of a trauma
Left me alone with the drama
I'm overthinking and reading between lines
Oh, I'm so easily triggered
I thought my skin would be thicker
'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine

Now I got P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out, ruined all my memories
P-T-X-D
Ever since you left me
Scared I might be shutting down, now I don't trust nobody

I couldn't see it when I was in it
I hate to admit it
You've given me P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Post-traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was fucking torture

When I was anxious
You'd love to say I'm just overdramatic (overdramatic, yeah)
And your reactions made me so addicted to the panic, oh

Yeah, it's one hell of a trauma
Left me alone with the drama
I'm overthinking and reading between lines
Oh, I'm so easily triggered
I thought my skin would be thicker
'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine

Now I got P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out, ruined all my memories
P-T-X-D
Ever since you left me
Scared I might be shutting down, now I don't trust nobody

I couldn't see it when I was in it
I hate to admit it
You've given me P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Post-traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was fucking torture

I wish I was strong enough to tell you
Loving you's like hell no one should go though
Doing so much better now that you're gone
Even with the trauma I'm still better off

P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out, ruined all my memories
Why'd you hurt me? You don't even deserve me
Post-traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was fucking torture



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Writer(s): Michael Fatkin, Alma Gudmundsdottir, Sophie Simmons, Casey Baer
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