Rainy Days

And I been hearing a lot of love songs
Thought I'd give my two cents
Once you lose that one love trying again seem like a nuisance
Thought he had a hold of me, what he gave me was some new sense
Changed my number, blocked him on everything, ain't seen dude since
But I always been able to cut off anybody
Friends or family a collective I'm talking anybody
Crazy in real life I know my heart ain't for everybody
But this heart of mine put me in things I couldn't tell nobody
Never had a witness, only Lord knows
Stabbed in the back, my heart will tell you how deep that sword goes
Spilling my heart out only left me with some sore throats
But I learned when one flower wilt, only more grow
All that time I spent hurting just led to more growth
All that ride or die fantasy just a poor oath
I rather be with somebody who give me more hope
Let's help each other live and learn to love better yet or cope

Cause I'm tired of the Rainy Days
Couple scars that I can't take away
Baby don't you wanna break away
From all the cycles and the damage that we ended up in anyway
Cause I'm tired of the Rainy Days
Couple scars that I can't take away
Baby don't you wanna break away
From all the cycles and the damage that we ended up in anyway

Aye

Give me two minutes, two weeks, or two months I'll be back in
Looked my demons in the face like I'm still here what's crackin'
Got over it so good, ain't have to act like it ain't happen
Ain't got no therapist send up a prayer and get to rapping
Flipping through the book of my life like Lord I'm blessed
Same water I used to drown in I swim in with no vest
My dad taught me: ain't about the win child don't stress
You just better give 110% and your best
And I still need that advice here on these rainy days
There's just certain things and pain that time cannot erase
Healing is patience, and you set the pace
Today could be your last don't spend it wishing for some better days
Just take your time
And move slow
Don't feed into them dark thoughts no more
Breathe in
And breathe out
Tend to your soul don't let it just bleed out
Let the past be what it is, past
And wipe your hands of everything that didn't last
Cause when nothing lasted you did
And no matter what they saying you know what the truth is
Let it be you did everything you could
Wonder if I did everything that I should
And even though my life crazy I'm good
Cause God love me more than any man could

And I'm tired of the Rainy Days
Couple scars that I can't take away
Baby don't you wanna break away
From all the cycles and the damage that we ended up in anyway
Cause I'm tired of these Rainy Days
Don't you wanna break away
From all the cycles and the damage
That we ended up in anyway

Cause I'm tired of these Rainy Days
Don't you wanna break away
From all the cycles and the damage
That we ended up in anyway