Exorcism of Self

I wonder when the world ends
Who will be there when I'm dead
You're not my kin

And now you're laying face first in the filth

You never learned how to love
You never wanted to care
Emotions run thin
You never shared

And now you suffer

I know you suffer each day
Crying to the wind
Deaf ears render you silent
In my dreams I lay you to rest
With the rest of the filth
Go away
You're better off dead

You exist in pain
Just to complain
And you never do a fucking thing for yourself to change

You never did a fucking thing to change

Cry, cry, cry you were laying on your deathbed
Speaking ill will in your trance
In your head, eyes seeing red
As crimson floods your brain

I did not
Wish you were dead
But I surely thought of it

I did not
Conjure these spells
Now I consider it
Heal or go away
Heal or go away

And now it's over
And now it's over

Failing to change
Chose to exist in pain

Failing to change
Chose to exist in pain

No more memories everlasting
We watched them burn
Interfere with the bloodline
You're risking it all
It's over
Your tongue meets the vice