Up&Out

I will not feel stupid for giving you my night and day
You cried in my arms, promised I'd stay, never even once made me feel the same way
And I am not stupid
I've been trying hard to find the words
To you in your place make you feel my hurt
But that's not important no not anymore

Because I'm
I'm so burnt out
So far from the truth now
Oh I am
And I understand
That you were never gonna be that man

Now I will never be alone again
I will always keep you in my head
I agree we're better off as friends
Pushing you away it's crazy

And I will never touch my phone again
I'll be lovesick rotting in my bed
I would take a vow of silence
Just to get my s**t together
Cause I'm on the up and out and
I get weak whenever you're around
Hey desires all about it
Leave you on read, keep it in my head I'm
I'm on the up and out and
I get weak whenever you're around
In my bones just lay me down
I'm fine sitting here, better off when I'm on the ground

I'm gonna be selfish
And not let you know why we can't be friends
I just can't pretend it's gonna end

The way that it does in my head and on paper it read
Took a little too long to see the signs
For you this is probably a past life
Something thought about decided against then died
While here trying to like all the things you liked

Oh I'm
I'm spinning out
So far from the truth now
Oh I am
And I
I understand
That you were never gonna be that man

But I will never be alone
No I will never touch my phone again
And when I'm wise and old
I hope my eyes will roll while I'm laughing with my friends
Because I will never be alone again
No
I will never be alone again

I'm on the up and out and
I get weak whenever you're around
(Never again)
In my bones just lay me down
I'm fine sitting here better off when I'm on
The up and out
I get weak whenever you're around
In my bones just lay me down
I'm fine sitting here better off when I'm on the ground
When I'm on the
When I'm on the ground