Pity Party

I was losing myself so much I gave up looking for me
I pushed away everything that used to make me happy
I knocked back a few drinks
Drank away all my dreams
Cause the vodka stung less than reality

But I liked the way sadness looked on me
Fit nicely paired with some jealousy and a necklace
Everything is fine when you care less
I was dancing alone at a pity party

Let's go cause I am not the same no I can't stay the same baby
And I need a change and I need a new space baby
I'm running away running out of LA baby
Cause I can't stay at this pity party
Pity party, party, party with me

Thought that we were fine when you decided you weren't happy
So I drank all the shot that you kept taking at me
Broke me down for three years
My cheeks stained with my tears
My own fairytale turned into tragedy

But I liked the way the tears brought out my eyes
I got so comfortable living with you lies and your kisses
Can't get more ignorant than bliss is
I was dancing alone at my pity party

Let's go cause I am not the same no I can't stay the same baby
And I need a change and I need a new space baby
I'm running away running out of LA baby
Cause I can't stay at this pity party
pity party, party, party with me

Pity's not pretty but it looked good on me
I'm tired of pity being all that you see
My demons are good at keeping company
This party of one is getting lonely
Pity's not pretty but it looked good on me
I'm tired of pity being all that you see
My demons are good at keeping company
This party of one is getting lonely

But I liked the way sadness looked on me
Fit nicely paired with some jealousy and a necklace
Everything is fine when you care less
I was dancing alone at a pity party

Let's go cause I am not the same no I can't stay the same baby
And I need a change and I need a new space baby
I'm running away running out of LA baby
Cause I can't stay at this pity party
Pity party, party, party with me



Credits
Writer(s): Cayton Park-coburn, Madison Poindexter
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